My Journey of Life

the true world ....

2011-03-17T23:59:00.000-07:00

now i starts to belief that there're lots of selfish people in this world ....
feels regret for being a good person since beginning.
shall i make myself become a cold blooded to protect myself from heart broken again ?

tired ....

2010-11-23T23:34:00.000-08:00

seriously i'm so sick of this kind of life ....
keep rushing, rushing and rushing with the cyclic routine and hectic life, just like never ending 1...
should i say this is a process of growing and learning ?

sometimes i starts to wonder whether i'm in the correct place ...
i hate reading and study ... and i end up in this situation, which i MUST actively study to learn new thing
yes, it's good to improve the knowledge, but i wish the pace would be slower down a little bit ...
give me some times to breathe and go on after that ... don't force me with the hell style way
i'm afraid that sooner or later i might get more serious mentally ill ...

actually, i really wish the pace would be slower abit so that i have enough time appreciate and enjoy the process ...
not like what is going on now, i read n do it for the sake of numbers ... there's no point if i continue this ... arghh !
maybe, this is the so-called Educational System In Malaysia' ....

hospital politic

2010-10-21T16:14:00.000-07:00

well . this few days i had seen few incidences that related to hospital politic
we described it as a complicated situation in workforce
really never thought of it that there're also such thing called politic inside hosp, and seems more worse than office politic
cal say :"大人的世界真复杂" but it's true, complicated...
hw say:"没有眼看", correct as well ...
But soon, we all will enter into this kind of world... and may experienced the similar conflict as well ...
argghhh .... really hate to see this
conclusion: whenever there's people, there will be politic inside ... no matter how hard u try, there's no way to run away from it

we're sick of IMU's life @_@

2010-08-26T11:59:00.000-07:00

today, 'chocolate' tells me that he don't feels that he's enjoying with his uni life as what his uncles told him ... he always hear ppl saying that life in uni is very fun, but he seems never experience such things called excitement and fun in the 3 years of his uni life.

actually i'm fully support with his statement. There's no such things called uni life in IMU. It's too result oriented. study, exam, posting, exam .... The cycle keeps repeating until make ppl in class starts to feel numb and sick of this kind of lifestyle now....
Really sick of it
@_@

an interesting weekend before posting ...

2010-08-22T01:25:00.000-07:00

Saturday is a good day to have fun, especially after having 2 stressful papers on last 2 days. However, there's still 2 exams coming on next week, so i planned to fully concentrate on preparation.
When i was about start work on it after having my breakfast on 1300, HMean asked me to join her n my bro go The Gardens eating good meals and movie. Her action called up the 'movie bugs' inside myself. Hence i accept the date and meet up at 1700, can get free ride from my bro~ XD

Surprisingly, there's no jam on the way to destination, so reach quite early. We bought Premiere class tickets for Inception on 2130. Planned to go eat big meal in Tony Roman's .... the person told us that the seats are all booked until 2000 for BUKA PUASA! walau !!! @_@
Plan to change to other places. Unfortunately, other places also all booked for the same purpose.
At last we decided for that Taiwanese Cuisine. And we also have to wait for around 15 minutes even that time was just only 1800 .... But the foods still taste nice, all satisfied with full stomach. After dinner went for a quite shopping. Can see that HM is really pro in the facial products from the way she help bro to choose the eye cream, sunblock etc... salute to her !

Finally, it's time for Inception !!! It's an interesting movie. Lots of climax scenes that makes me keep thinking and analyze the story line....
In fact, i personally feel that the main actor seems of having the similar symptom and behaviors for schizophrenia from what i studied before, such as delusion, prominent hallucination, misconstruing, grandiosity, being controlled, derealization, illogical thinking etc....
The fans of Inception gonna to kill me when they see this !

I'm quite satisfy with today's event, as it's all free for me ~ Bro treat me everything!!! Happy ~ XD
After having fun for the day, it's time to settle down my mood and start to FOCUS in study again .....

auch !!!

2010-08-15T22:02:00.000-07:00

just now i was in rush, so i run into my car to move it as i blocked ppl's way out from parking lot.
unfortunately, i hit my buttock accidentally towards the door.
AUCHHH !!!! it's painful
The effect of pain still last until now after few hours gone ....
how?? what should i do?
no massage as it's pain when touched -_-lll
cold compress? no ice available in house +_+
left Arnica comp. gel. hopefully it will works asap

time flies fast ....

2010-08-15T14:30:00.000-07:00

just realize that i had been here study + work for 3 years. The pathway that i had gone through contains of all the happiness, excitements, sweats and tears...

cool ! i never expects that i can still survive until today, must work it out til the end of the course.
GO GO GO !!!

曾经有人告诉我，这个行为叫 "逃避现实"

2010-08-14T22:30:00.000-07:00

once upon a time, there's a monkey told me a funny theory of "attempt to avoid fron reality stress - 企图逃避现实中的压力" by doing something that you'll not do it during normal time, eg: house cleaning. rearrange the location of all furnitures/items in house.
i guess i'm having this symptom now. suppose i should sit and study for the midterm, yet i go to clean my own room as daily routine, PLUS clean the whole house + kitchen and wash all bathrooms. That monkey say this is a way of divertion that cause ppl in attempt to avoid facing the reality when they're busy with doing those unrelated things.
Funny theory but i think it's true.

PS: i just realized that all my housemates NEVER do any cleaning on common area (living hall, kitchen, toilet, laundry area) since my last cleaning on few weeks ago. i really wants to give them all a BIG SALUTE ! girls are more worse than boys. they looks clean from the appearance does not means that they're staying in a clean environment.

无奈

2010-08-12T00:51:00.000-07:00

对于事情的发展感到意外 + 无奈 + 无言。能为友情两肩插刀是件很安慰的事，但是要付出代价的。
觉得很失望，当初很努力的把一切联络，事项工作与金钱办得妥当，还以为一切都出奇的顺利进行。哪知，竟然会在最后跑出了问题。原先打算不管不理的，可就是那良心作怪，要当好人，现在搞到自己没得住了。这下可好了！
以十万火速的速度联络了几位朋友与当年的兄弟收留，说会尽量帮忙，但也要得到批准才成事。都不知道结果会如何啊。真的不想再给别人麻烦。
天啊！可否让我安定的渡过这几个学期？不要让我每次都为了同样的住宿问题搞得头大啊。

@_@

2010-03-11T04:48:00.000-08:00

going to get crazy soon ... it's hell, not normal life...
i hate this feeling, i really cannot stand it anymore ...
having difficulty in sleeping now... d panda's eye is getting worse ald... yet don't have the gut to buy med or drinks to help in sleep
ish !!! suddenly bcm vy pessimist, what the hell is going on?!
WHY??????
only i know what is happening on myself ...
nobody believe in me when i telling the truth, they think i was joking or fooling ...
nobody i can talk to as they don't understand what i am talking about... is nobody ...
argghhh !!! i'm now really tired, helpless, speechless towards everything ...
i'm lost, really lost now...
please believe in me , pls ....

fireflies ~~~

2010-03-10T19:30:00.000-08:00

fireflies

心血来潮的一个午夜

2009-07-03T00:00:00.000-07:00

(I didn't write in manderin for years already, hopefully i still remember how to write in manderin :P )

忽然发现好久没写blog了，开始有点陌生，不知要如何开始。
自从2008年的一月开始，这里已经开始进入瘫痪状况了，呵呵！！！
所以，趁现在在家放假就将去年发生的趣事补写回去。

在这些日子里经历了很多意想不到的经验。
开始踏入社会大染缸，简直就是过着非常人的生活。一天里只有几个小时在家睡觉，其余时间则是在公司的电脑前度过，还搞到差点暴肥了！哈哈

毕业后又再度回到象牙塔去进修不相干的科目，还让大家大跌眼镜，有时自己也怀疑哪来的勇气去做这伟大的决定。很多时候，当自己忙得快要疯了的时候，开始有点担心是否有本事完成这个不可能任务(-_-")
在这新环境过了一年，尝到了人生中的甜酸苦辣，见到了人生百态，目睹了生离死别，才发现自己根本就是井底之蛙。以前根本没向到会有机会见识何谓生命可贵，也没料到自己也许将会在那1秒间救人，也可能会杀死人！
好压力啊！

在去年年尾，带了小弟和小妹出国到香港去了一趟旅行。虽然行程有点赶，但感觉还蛮不错的。希望将来还有机会再经历不一样的旅程。
所谓的休息，是为了要走更长远的路。希望过了这假期，我会变得更有远见，更坚强，更珍惜现在所拥有的一切

Internation Nurses Day

2009-05-13T01:05:00.000-07:00

Previously, i don't know that 12th of May is Internation Nurses Day until this year, 2009 where i was involved in the celebration in IMU.
Instead of going to hospital, we're ordered to go back IMU campus to attend the celebration.

Wonder where am i? hahaha....
i am the one in the red circle, hiding at the back seat and enjoy my brunch while waiting for the arrival of VIP ;)

Me, suyee and valerie
(ish! this calvin so "kacau")

Group photo with lecturer, sister and nursing director from different hospital

Very sorry to marshall, i had told you that i will look smart like guy but you don't belief me. The girls's respond after we took this photo had shows that i'm correct,hahah... :P

I hope all the remaining members in NU108 can make it to complete the whole 4 years .... as the size of class getting smaller frm sem to sem

Here's a message to the world :
It's not easy to be a competence nurse. So please give your respect to the nurses when you see them next time ....

Time flies ....

2009-01-09T19:25:00.000-08:00

omg ! i didn't realized that i had never update my blog for 1 year !!!
time flies fast .. this is what i feels now..
from year to year , it just like a blink of eye , then another year has come again , and of course, i'm getting older now *T_T*
along the 2008 , many things happened. good, bad, happy, sad ... etc
my life change quite dramatically ... unbelievable change, i myself also never expect that
i hope this is not a wrong choice .... and i believe that the choice is correct !!!

however, i am still happy that i had travel to hk-sz-gz-macau this year, although not too far... this is the 1st time i go by myself ...together with that 2 little monsters ...
i feels like become the guardian ald -_-lll

finally, my new wishes for 2009 are:
pass the degree smoothly
travel to other countries
stay healthy and happy

i wish every1 and myself that dreams will come true soon
:D
Happy "Niu - 牛" Year 2009

Bro's graduation in langkawi

2008-11-23T23:39:00.000-08:00

My elder brother finally graduate as cadet pilot, so our whole family went to attend his convo in Langkawi island, as well as for a short vacation.I still purposely take flight to attend his convo as i was having my clinical posting in PD GH during that period, very rush as i was told on last minutes regards the convo, spending more than RM700 in my journey to his convo ...

Conglatulation ,bro~

Family photo ^O^

Like father and son ;)

4 of the sblings

My little bro had set his ambition after this convo, he says that he wants to be a pilot as well in the future. But where gt people want to hire such a fat pilot LOL

After the convo, we go to travel around the island. Honestly,i felt that the condition in langkawi is almost the similar to Port Dickson area -_-lll
nothing much can do there, but at least still gt something nice to see and eat :P

look at little bro, he says that the sun is too bright until he can't open the eye
*swt*

The Loaf's cheese in cup

In the crocodile farm

We went to eat in a Japanese restaurant called 云海山 that located in a very hidden place on a small hill. The foods and environment is very nice. But unfortunately i forget to take the nice pictures when the foods are served due to too hungry already , we all eat alot there until spent up to nearly RM300 for 4 of us,hahaha ...

Convo on 9th Aug 2008

2008-08-09T22:54:00.000-07:00

After 3 years in that horrible + excited university life, we're now come to the sweetness of hardwork ----> GRADUATION CEREMONY !!!!

I'm very glad have such a fun time for the 3 years in MMU.
Thanks to my friends, classmates, lecturers, tutors, The MIME gangs, my housemates, n many more peoples ;)
Hope we can still keep in touch in the future !
Finally, we had made it !!!!
YEAH !!!!

Here is the excited moments we have on the day:

Cheers ! MIME !

Life in SPO Jan - May'08

2008-05-01T23:20:00.000-07:00

The Four!??!

Life in office is very boring, stress, hard , blablalb...... so we should try to have some fun to release those negative elements ! but don't too over like this when your boss is here, or else you might get a huge box to pack things d a.k.a. zhap bao fok (炒鱿鱼咯！) :P

Boss so kind, treat the whole team eat nice foods ~~ hehehe

say "cheese!"

the First of 2008 ....

2008-01-01T19:26:00.000-08:00

Today is 1st Jan 2008 ....

what to be my First in this year of mouse 2008 ?

Well... let me starts with ...
First video conferencing with CK once wake up from bed ...
First lunch with Si Ying [at last, we can have a proper lunch ad...]
First tabao for FY as she fall sick ad [take care of yourself ya...]
First preparation of my 1st paper for tomorrow morning [non-stop revision for 1 hr 30 min... wish myself all the best for this final exam ...]
First sms Red Boom invitation to attend Lay Pin's wedding on 9th Feb '08 [abit shocked! so fast get marry !!! wish her happy marry, will attend her wedding with hooi min's gang :D ...]

Later on, gt another shocked news... Lee Fang also tells me that she is going to get marry on May '08 [at 1st i sms her to go lay pin's wedding together, manatao i get another Red Boom from her .. haha, happy marry to lee fang oso .. will attend her wedding with ah nai :D]
and then First time asked by VL of what's my basic requirements to find a dream BF/HB [after telling her, she reminds me that's just a dream, won't be realistic 100%, cz too hard to match all requirements ... hahahaha...]

So, continue with my First story of 1st Jan 2008....
First nasi kotak in cyberia as dinner [although ald raise up to RM3, it is still the cheapest nasi kotak in cyber...]
First blogging in year of 2008...
.... and so on

Well, at this new year of 2008, i still need to make a wish as usual although not always to come true...

I want to travel around the world and eat all the nice foods ...
I want to stay healthy with my beloved family ...
I want to win 1st price in lottery [although i din buy =))... ]
I want to ......
and so on [too much already .. cannot finish listed]

May all the dreams come true + Friendship Forever ....
yeayea ^_^

By,
Leng Zai (^O^)
1st Jan '08
Cyberia D71B

the LAST of 2007 ....

2007-12-31T04:24:00.000-08:00

today is 31 december 2007....

Last day of 2007....
Last day of cheapest nasi kotak in cyber (RM2.80)...[they going increase their price to RM3 tomorrow]
Last performance of 2007 to YM spamming our taichi sifu ... [P/S: sorry for make ur pc hang jor =))]
Last countdown in Cyberjaya in front PC...[maybe will back here again, if i plan to proceed my master here]
Last wushu training on last thursday... [take alot pictures.. thanks to sweety n 01 act as my camera girls...]
Last final exam in my degree in MIME ...[being in such as special course...gonna miss all my frens here...]
Last semester being alone at this house for more than 2 months ...[at 1st feel vy lonely, but later on starts used to it ad... ]

later on... there are still lots of last...
Last Dinner with whole club on 5 jan 08....
Last trip to USM PG on 19 jan 08...
The real last practice after May '08...
Last gathering with MIME geng after presentation on May / Aug '08??

what else that i had miss to count in the Last ??

However... still wishing myself n my friends there:

Happy New year 2008 ~~~~
Forget all those unhappy inccidents, and only remember all those sweet moment in life...
Don't ever forget me !
May our dreams all come true, all stay in healthy life ya ^_^

BYE BYE !!! 2007 !!! I'm gonna miss u for the rest of my life as this is a special day for me ...

By,
Leng Zai / Dai Ka Je from MIE
MMU Cyberjaya '05-'08

For Eating We Gather =))

my last final exam in MMU

2007-12-30T05:17:00.000-08:00

well.... time flies
without noticing, i had spend 3 of my Christmas in Cyberjaya, preparing for Final exam....
sad to say that, this is my last Christmas spent in MMU cyber ....
starts to feel happiness, sadness, hard to let go, nervous, excited yet scare, loss of concentration to study ad.......
this is my last exam ad... starts to feels very heavy in my heart -_-llll

1 more week, i m going back to hometown, conduct my intern at 21 Jan 08 .... and after that, i m officially grad?!
shall i say : "Hurray!!!!" or "You've got it!!!" ????
but, i dun have this happy feeling, oppositely, i feel sad...
sad for leaving this jungle although we always say it is the most lousy dessert...
sad for leaving my friendships that built for 3 years ...
sad for leaving all the memorable experiences, friends, things, life etc...

in this 3 years, i had go through lots of things... see many different in life...
now i have different way of looking things .... be more optimists ... but always forgot things that i don't wish to remember.. a bit like "lost memories" .. is it a good sign???

although i keep on complaint on u, but i still will miss u, u bring lots of experiences to me, enhancing my point of view things...
maybe... someday in the future, i will back here again XD

MMU Cyberjaya ... Viva Forever ^_^

finally ~~~~

2007-10-17T04:42:00.000-07:00

after nearly 1/2 year.... i finally come n update my blog liao
must update wor ... cz complainted by many frens ald
paiseh lar ... i oso 4get ald
hhahahaa

ok lar , jz to drop by n say Hi~~~

gtg , bye :P

if wan knw about my updates .... better chat with me in YM n MSN ....
i vy lazy to write things liao

=D

my 23th birthday.......

2007-05-31T03:21:00.000-07:00

finally , the month of MAY ald end liao lo
vy TQ for all who still remember my big day, especially
1) WUSHU frenz - vy glad to have all kind n friendly bro n sis here, but pls dun call me Big Sister lar , ok? cz sounds odd with my face tat still looks young :)
2) Coursemate - vy happy to be my geng of eating n playing n working n sia-ing, u all vy kind n big square :>
3) Housemates n my roomate - happy to b housemates tat stay in peace n happy environment although sometimes the smell of cat shit not nice -_-llll
4) Band's frens - fatty mean, rose, ah nai .....
5) high school frens, UPM frenz ......

TQ for every greeting , i will alwaus keep in heart always

BUT...........................
time flies. so fast to be said that i m 23 yr old ald .... :|
speechless.... so fast i m old ald. cant accept the truth :(
mum always remind me tat only left 2 more years ..... next yr hav to go try luck ald ...
in dilemma nw , to go o not to go ???

enjoy .......

2007-05-22T09:14:00.000-07:00

enjoy everyday.....
but this is not a right time to enjoy wor...
is final exam again ler...
but i still enjoy like this
hahhaa....recently like to use the word "Speechless"
really nice to use .... suitable for many situation n also can explain alot with jz a word :P

somemore this month eat alot diff things. n oso diarrhea many times =))
food poison oso few times in this month, jialat -_-lll

duno la... as long as i eat happyly then can ald ...
cz happy is for live the life up.
my principle = "dont worry, b happy"
:>

happy birthday ~~

2007-05-06T04:08:00.000-07:00

yo!
this is my blog 1st year anniversary.....
happy birthday to my blog ya ~~~
hehe~

daulat tuanku ~~

2007-04-30T13:29:00.001-07:00

hehe ... had experience a vy happy, fun, unforgetable nice memory in my uni life on last whole week , feeling like back to the band's lifestyle last time in high school again ..... 8->

22 april 2007 - 7pm rehearsal at titiwangsa... mac D at night time

25 -27 april 2007 - rehearsal at dataran merdeka.... everyday depart at 4pm frm cyber , training til 12.30am only bac cyber... everyday eat "fan hap" , nasi kandar and fast foods starts sick at 27th ald .....

28 april 2007 - at 2pm , all siao kia depart to eat lunch at puchong .... reach dataran merdeka at 3.30pm, where we suppose to be there only by 6pm !!! therefore, we spend hours there taking photos n bcome "model" for photographer frm a collage ...-_-lll then, after Mac D we go change again n take photo lo ....performance starts at 8.30pm ++ ..... although wushu performance jz around 3 minits, most of we have the self-satisfaction....is a good thing....at the end of event, the firework is very nice ... and we all vy "high" in waving hand n shout "BYE !!!!" n vy pandai in rebut the camera shots...hahaha....later then sir treat us eat " pork " <--my favorite :P .... after that go back n rest lo

feels vy "se bu de" .....but still vy enjoy the rushing time to rehearsal although we called it as "Working time starts at 4pm" :P

hope can get more chances to involve in this kind of event with the this whole geng of siao kia again .....

p/s: unfortunately, the payback of this "Daulat Tuanku" is....get sick after the event ...aih :(

busy month ........

2007-04-21T11:28:00.000-07:00

ald nearly 1 month i din update my blog lo ....
wat to do wor...
so many things come at the same times.....
unfinished projects, assignments, exam, quiz........
like huge moutain liao ..... (dua sua kah)
finally ..tcn project can said as settle ald ...
means the end of semester come again ....
final exam is coming soon .....
then can go back my hometown liao ~ HOLIDAY !!!! ^_^
ald long time din go home liao ....
aih ~~~~CK stay wad so many days liao ....so pity..
hope everything everyone will good lar ......

over spending.....

2007-03-25T07:20:00.000-07:00

at this month, March 2007.....

i ald over spending much more than i spend in previous......

expensive original printer inks and pc accessories, fren's b'day celebration, yamcha, party at my house, fuels, foods, daily spending.......

more than 1500 = a normal salary for a fully experience secretary......

although family wont track back my expenses, i feel guilty.....

but i din go out shopping for this month, hw come i can spend over so much????

only spend in foods oso tat jialat meh??

looks like really need to eat instant foods on the end of this month......

:-|

CNY end liao lo...........

2007-03-09T22:42:00.000-08:00

well.......CNY end liao lo......
how come it end so fast????
i wan more ang pao ler.......
n oso i wan more holidays ......

busy every week since 3rd sem......

2007-03-09T10:06:00.000-08:00

1st week training for competition....
2nd week go MMU melacca wushu competition.......

then 1 week CNY holiday......

3th week MMU cyber Microsoft Vista Campus launch......
4th week USM Penang Kung Fu night......
5th week SK old folks home as volunter....
6th week CCIP performance and MMU 10th anniversary meeting......
7th week Midterm week......
8th week .......coming soon

WAH !!!!! so busy ler ............
-_-llll

happy CNY~~~

2007-02-18T04:57:00.000-08:00

wei wei wei......
this is year of PIG :P
wishing u all :
sleep nicely like PIG
play hardly like PIG
study smartly like PIG
live like P.I.G.....
hahhaha

happy CNY 2007
:@)

horror movie ........

2007-02-02T01:45:00.000-08:00

yesterday i, tf, vl and fy went to The Curve to eat nice food at Marche and watch "Ghost Cinderella".....
foods nt bad, hehehe
the movie still ok lar, audio is scary, picture is horror, the mode is in dim.....abit horror but still wan to watch =P
but when i turn to behind to see vl n fy reaction...hahhaha..... =)
unbelievable, both of them sit til vy low, almost wan to lie on the chair ald......
hohoho......nw i knw that they scare of watching horror movie....
=D

my sister duno hw's goat looks like until yesterday..............

2007-01-28T07:08:00.000-08:00

unbelievable, my sister duno hw's goat looks like until yesterday..............
ald 15 years old n never knw hw's the goat looks like , until i on the national geography channel, n she ask me wat is that animal !!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG! no eye see lo..............

then later the screen pop up the motion of the snake (cobra) n i ask her watch, guess wat?
she is shock n freak up , then jump up with her coffee.....
all her coffee pour on me !!!!!
-_-lllll

wat la ! jz a pic of snake only ald like that......
make me bcome coffee girl, with the smell of c offee n milk......

JIALAT !

mission "Flying Eagle" at 8pm........

2007-01-05T09:49:00.000-08:00

suddenly i m 帮凶？？？
kill 5 rolls of toilet papers......
hahahhaha...>:)
altough vy wu liao ...but vy funny + wu liao lar
hahahhaha.......

the end of 2006

2006-12-30T08:37:00.001-08:00

time pass fast.....is nw 31 december 2006 ..
wat had i done this whole year????
still like that, still the same......
good thing.....but frens say is bad, shoulf got a bit changes......
hmhm.....got a changes....fat liao >:)
gai.....bad changes -_-llll
this year ar.....quite sad at the begining half year, but then vy happy n enjoy at the rest of the months......
get to knw more many things, got more good friends, family is in good condition, friendship is stable, still can eat lots altough fat liao ....
hahhahaa......

wishing me and all , good luck and all the best in the year 2007 .....

happy new year........

suprise suprise ~~~~

2006-12-30T08:37:00.000-08:00

yesterday my housemates give me lots of suprise :-ss
my pendrive siao ald....have to format :-<
winston cooking spageti at 11pm .....1st time saw he is cooking -_-lll
monkey go take HD from subanf, come back with the new HP .....RM1000/=
cy go buy a car without informing anyone including parents......RM3700/=
:-SS

this all are the suprise i recieve in this christmas and new year ......-_-llll

merry christmas and happy new year.....\:D/

happy...got many 义气 friedns

2006-12-26T09:53:00.000-08:00

whole day vy kek + sad + angry + worry + tearing of the stupid assignment......
things all like gone to end of the world......
therefore, i decide to go wushu training to release all my dissatisfaction....
hahha.....really suprise, today all play like siao kia
happy.....
altough get punished by master woo, 40 times pumping.....
i found out that there still got true frenship in this world.....
tq to chui ai for helping me "挨" the rest 10 kali.....muaksss!!!!!
my mood is better nw.....happy that i got 1 more true friend.....
thanks god!

merry christmas......

2006-12-26T09:44:00.000-08:00

vy happy in this year christmas.....
mum, xian n CK come cyber stay at my house, visit me......
then go SHOPPING lo.......
hahhahha
geng ar......
sat = Mid valley n seremban, sun = ampang , KLCC n kajang, monday = one Utama n SS2......
spending more than RM 4K
they going back BM jz nw 7am.......
miss them nw....
i oso wan go home.....soon:P

merry christmas ^_^

OMG!!! y!?

2006-12-01T10:35:00.000-08:00

oh my GOD !!!!
hw come u wan to fool me like this ???
nw ald week 4 end liao, then when i call the ppl only knw that she wan to quit from the project without giving any notice to us..................
oh NO !!!
wat the hack.....if u dun wan to take the job, then dun accept me at the 1st moment !
not like nw...
we have to find another back up with is not our 1st choice .....
T_T
pls help me god, dun giv me anymore prob liao, k?
i cant affort too much pressures nw....
[-o<

我也应该这么做吗？

2006-11-29T10:17:00.000-08:00

抗议！好过分！每次都这样混过去，不公平！
人不可貌相！真自私。。。
若继续这样，我想我也要这样了吗？

am i too nice?

2006-11-24T09:51:00.000-08:00

easy to listen to ppl.....
easy to be persuaded by ppl.....
my ear is too soft?!
-_-lll

aih...this is me
Too NicE ppl.....

天啊！起泡了。。。

2006-11-21T20:01:00.000-08:00

真糟糕！昨晚在武术耍刀又玩棍，现在我的大拇指起泡了。。。。
好痛哩！有点后悔玩得过火了。。。
水泡啊，水泡。。。。求你快点消失吧！
唉！
-_-lll

忍耐，包容还是抗议？

2006-11-19T09:20:00.000-08:00

我该怎么样？
要忍耐，包容还是抗议？
真的不像这样，但是又不希望在这样。。。。。
哗，真的好矛盾哦！

忍！还是不忍？
哎，不知道哩。。。。

spending again.......

2006-11-18T08:13:00.000-08:00

last week is One Utama, this week is Mid Valley & Sunway Pyramid.......
i found out that if i not going bach hometown in weekend, surely i will spend more than the amount i travel back......
hehhee.... ;))
but nvm la, now still got chance + time to buy CNY cloths, so better buy it nw....
c z later , when assignments starts ald...really is sleep oso no time liao...... when CNY is coming near, there is hard to get a suitable size that suit me liao....
hoho.....i think should be enough liao for the CNY new cloths....<3 cloths =" many">
=D

home sick....

2006-11-17T04:51:00.000-08:00

there is no hope for me to going back BM during the semester 2
aih......
miss my home 8->
home.......

an unforgetable journey ..-_-lll

2006-10-14T00:12:00.000-07:00

vy happy cz today is the moment that i waiting so long...
finish exam lo, can go back lo, enjoy lo
early in the morning travel from cyber with rose,sze hui n choong's cars , really big geng .....hahhahaa
i speed up vy fast this time....around 110 - 120 km/hr

suddenly...........

polis is blocking me and rose's cars near the TAPAH there.....
OMG !!! this time really so "lucky"
kena speed trap liao....T_T
HE says that i drive until 126km/hr......i wonder my kenari got that pro o not :-?
then i ask him can "help" me o nt....he ask me, wat am i going to do to ask "help" from him......wat to do??? money la of course....i terpaksa take out $$$ from my wallet.....give to him under the card.....he still kesi kesi sembang with me, ask me where am i going to la, study where la, how long holiday la....blablabla.......then he say ok, u may leave nw

i sure faster run liao lar.....mana tau, i saw that rich ppl , rose recieve saman from 1 of the polis....walau, so rich ler...rose prefer recieve saman rather than doing "underground exchange"..... (let's give a big clap for rose)

no mood that time.....straight piao back bm...
nw at home, eating, talking , sleeping n more n more.....later will go see rob-b-hood at pacific....hahaha......

what a "wonderful" journey.....-_-lll

TimElesS.....

2006-10-08T02:29:00.000-07:00

aih....
no time to update my blog since the new semester starts.....
again,i always update blog during final exam :D

this time exam.....actually got lots to study, but i like lost in the jungle....
duno where to go...... -_-lll

hw come like this 1?
must study ler, no time ald.....
but i still reaminging the same.....
still the same wish for this final
[-o< i wan to pass all my papers......

the BUSY life is back again !!!!!!! -_-lll

2006-07-16T22:29:00.000-07:00

aih......
the life is coming back AGAIN !!!!
i dun wan such life ......
is too busy.....

everyday repeating the same action:
wake up, go class, assignment, sleep ...then again....n again

arrhhh !!!!!

y must b like this ?
to my high school teacher, who says that Uni life is very enjoy , fun, easy.....?
u lie me ... T_T

aih......

again....for my toes

2006-05-27T04:49:00.000-07:00

vy thankful n paiseh to GTF ....muuakk
early in the morning, she travel from her house to bring me go SJMC see doctor again.....
the service in SJMC very nice, the nurse there more expert in doing dressing the toes than the dengkil doctor(i will never go there again !!!)...
when arrived, they open my cover, wash with some liquid then duno put what kind of bius to me, GENG !! suddenly i canot feel the pain ald, walk also like flying .....
then taking x-ray, luckly my bone is still in good condition (phiew~~)
go to pay fee after consult from doctor (this doctor vyvy high lo...look like a mountain)
RM165... actually not too expensive, cz that dengkil's ald need RM96 for these pain things liao....

but juz nw , i vy careless la.....
suddenly i hit the wall with my toes......T_T pain ler....got bleeding inside again
haiz.....so careless..
hope to get well soon

AND, very thanks to rose, boynet,XN, james, monkey, crazygirls n KL .....helping me move things >:D<
really glad to have such friends like you all..... FRIENDSHIP FOREVER ~

so bad luck today .......pay 96 for pain

2006-05-25T10:41:00.000-07:00

25.5.2006 10pm in cyberia B2 lift, a unforgetable date for me...

oh my god ! y me again??
my leg's nail.....need to cut away by that doctur.....
pain, blood, tears...all come in once
he dun wan giv me extra bias.....si kui
damn pain , PAIN , PAIN ....!!!!!!
i canot tahan pain ler......
my nail....T_T gone
duno when can growth back again.....
and my holiday....oso no more fun plan liao....all oso need to cancle
badminton, band,foods.....all gone as well

aih......tot after BFN i ald happy to enjoy my holiday ...mana tau
sorry to sy jinn , i once again FKK u again....
this time really is accident...

hope to get well soon....

haiz......may god bless me[-o<

2006-05-23T08:43:00.000-07:00

canot believe this can happen to me......
5 final papers to be done within 4 days !!!!
yesterday 2 papers, today 1 paper, tomorrow and thursday each also 1...
i really no need a very good or colourful or flying result this time...
what i want is please let me pass all the paper in once !!!
[-o< may god bless me ......

绝望

2006-05-17T07:58:00.000-07:00

Today juz finish macro, should be very happy.....but i am not happy.
When i think of the rest 5 papers, my heart like dumping in the deep sea.....
我绝望了
Totally have no confidence for those 5 papers.... this is the 1st time i have this kind of feeling during exam....
Even last time STPM also i not like this -_-llll
What had happen to me??? already to give up for this repeating life-style??
大学生活真的就这样闷？
Maybe.....always the same; sleep, study, assignment, exam, .........always the same
haiz, hope this time my result won't drop too bad.....
What i want is all PASS, that's all.....not too "过分" gua??

Food poisoing ,stomach aid !!!!

2006-05-15T09:34:00.000-07:00

haiz....

again! food poisoning !!! T_T

why always me ??
cannot concertrate in study

ald "lau" whole day liao, still cannot stop
the stomach almost empty liao ......

no energy liao , if tomorrow still like this , sure need to seek doctor liao, cz wan exam liao lar !!!!!

HAIZ !!!!

finally .....

2006-05-15T09:00:00.000-07:00

finally, i own a blog liao

thanks to crazygurls ~~

too happy, don't know what to say liao

eeee........

good luck in exam la!!!

may god bless us [-o<

especially that XXXX calculation subject

GOOD LUCK !!!!!