seriously i'm so sick of this kind of life ....
keep rushing, rushing and rushing with the cyclic routine and hectic life, just like never ending 1...
should i say this is a process of growing and learning ?
sometimes i starts to wonder whether i'm in the correct place ...
i hate reading and study ... and i end up in this situation, which i MUST actively study to learn new thing
yes, it's good to improve the knowledge, but i wish the pace would be slower down a little bit ...
give me some times to breathe and go on after that ... don't force me with the hell style way
i'm afraid that sooner or later i might get more serious mentally ill ...
actually, i really wish the pace would be slower abit so that i have enough time appreciate and enjoy the process ...
not like what is going on now, i read n do it for the sake of numbers ... there's no point if i continue this ... arghh !
maybe, this is the so-called Educational System In Malaysia' ....