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going to get crazy soon ... it's hell, not normal life...
i hate this feeling, i really cannot stand it anymore ...
having difficulty in sleeping now... d panda's eye is getting worse ald... yet don't have the gut to buy med or drinks to help in sleep
ish !!! suddenly bcm vy pessimist, what the hell is going on?!
WHY??????
only i know what is happening on myself ...
nobody believe in me when i telling the truth, they think i was joking or fooling ...
nobody i can talk to as they don't understand what i am talking about... is nobody ...
argghhh !!! i'm now really tired, helpless, speechless towards everything ...
i'm lost, really lost now...
please believe in me , pls ....