an interesting weekend before posting ...

Saturday is a good day to have fun, especially after having 2 stressful papers on last 2 days. However, there's still 2 exams coming on next week, so i planned to fully concentrate on preparation.
When i was about start work on it after having my breakfast on 1300, HMean asked me to join her n my bro go The Gardens eating good meals and movie. Her action called up the 'movie bugs' inside myself. Hence i accept the date and meet up at 1700, can get free ride from my bro~ XD

Surprisingly, there's no jam on the way to destination, so reach quite early. We bought Premiere class tickets for Inception on 2130. Planned to go eat big meal in Tony Roman's .... the person told us that the seats are all booked until 2000 for BUKA PUASA! walau !!! @_@
Plan to change to other places. Unfortunately, other places also all booked for the same purpose.
At last we decided for that Taiwanese Cuisine. And we also have to wait for around 15 minutes even that time was just only 1800 .... But the foods still taste nice, all satisfied with full stomach. After dinner went for a quite shopping. Can see that HM is really pro in the facial products from the way she help bro to choose the eye cream, sunblock etc... salute to her !

Finally, it's time for Inception !!! It's an interesting movie. Lots of climax scenes that makes me keep thinking and analyze the story line....
In fact, i personally feel that the main actor seems of having the similar symptom and behaviors for schizophrenia from what i studied before, such as delusion, prominent hallucination, misconstruing, grandiosity, being controlled, derealization, illogical thinking etc....
The fans of Inception gonna to kill me when they see this !

I'm quite satisfy with today's event, as it's all free for me ~ Bro treat me everything!!! Happy ~ XD
After having fun for the day, it's time to settle down my mood and start to FOCUS in study again .....

auch !!!

just now i was in rush, so i run into my car to move it as i blocked ppl's way out from parking lot.
unfortunately, i hit my buttock accidentally towards the door.
AUCHHH !!!! it's painful
The effect of pain still last until now after few hours gone ....
how?? what should i do?
no massage as it's pain when touched -_-lll
cold compress? no ice available in house +_+
left Arnica comp. gel. hopefully it will works asap

time flies fast ....

just realize that i had been here study + work for 3 years. The pathway that i had gone through contains of all the happiness, excitements, sweats and tears...

cool ! i never expects that i can still survive until today, must work it out til the end of the course.
GO GO GO !!!

曾经有人告诉我，这个行为叫 "逃避现实"

once upon a time, there's a monkey told me a funny theory of "attempt to avoid fron reality stress - 企图逃避现实中的压力" by doing something that you'll not do it during normal time, eg: house cleaning. rearrange the location of all furnitures/items in house.
i guess i'm having this symptom now. suppose i should sit and study for the midterm, yet i go to clean my own room as daily routine, PLUS clean the whole house + kitchen and wash all bathrooms. That monkey say this is a way of divertion that cause ppl in attempt to avoid facing the reality when they're busy with doing those unrelated things.
Funny theory but i think it's true.

PS: i just realized that all my housemates NEVER do any cleaning on common area (living hall, kitchen, toilet, laundry area) since my last cleaning on few weeks ago. i really wants to give them all a BIG SALUTE ! girls are more worse than boys. they looks clean from the appearance does not means that they're staying in a clean environment.

无奈

对于事情的发展感到意外 + 无奈 + 无言。能为友情两肩插刀是件很安慰的事，但是要付出代价的。
觉得很失望，当初很努力的把一切联络，事项工作与金钱办得妥当，还以为一切都出奇的顺利进行。哪知，竟然会在最后跑出了问题。原先打算不管不理的，可就是那良心作怪，要当好人，现在搞到自己没得住了。这下可好了！
以十万火速的速度联络了几位朋友与当年的兄弟收留，说会尽量帮忙，但也要得到批准才成事。都不知道结果会如何啊。真的不想再给别人麻烦。
天啊！可否让我安定的渡过这几个学期？不要让我每次都为了同样的住宿问题搞得头大啊。

@_@

going to get crazy soon ... it's hell, not normal life...
i hate this feeling, i really cannot stand it anymore ...
having difficulty in sleeping now... d panda's eye is getting worse ald... yet don't have the gut to buy med or drinks to help in sleep
ish !!! suddenly bcm vy pessimist, what the hell is going on?!
WHY??????
only i know what is happening on myself ...
nobody believe in me when i telling the truth, they think i was joking or fooling ...
nobody i can talk to as they don't understand what i am talking about... is nobody ...
argghhh !!! i'm now really tired, helpless, speechless towards everything ...
i'm lost, really lost now...
please believe in me , pls ....

fireflies ~~~

心血来潮的一个午夜

(I didn't write in manderin for years already, hopefully i still remember how to write in manderin :P )

忽然发现好久没写blog了，开始有点陌生，不知要如何开始。
自从2008年的一月开始，这里已经开始进入瘫痪状况了，呵呵！！！
所以，趁现在在家放假就将去年发生的趣事补写回去。

在这些日子里经历了很多意想不到的经验。
开始踏入社会大染缸，简直就是过着非常人的生活。一天里只有几个小时在家睡觉，其余时间则是在公司的电脑前度过，还搞到差点暴肥了！哈哈

毕业后又再度回到象牙塔去进修不相干的科目，还让大家大跌眼镜，有时自己也怀疑哪来的勇气去做这伟大的决定。很多时候，当自己忙得快要疯了的时候，开始有点担心是否有本事完成这个不可能任务(-_-")
在这新环境过了一年，尝到了人生中的甜酸苦辣，见到了人生百态，目睹了生离死别，才发现自己根本就是井底之蛙。以前根本没向到会有机会见识何谓生命可贵，也没料到自己也许将会在那1秒间救人，也可能会杀死人！
好压力啊！

在去年年尾，带了小弟和小妹出国到香港去了一趟旅行。虽然行程有点赶，但感觉还蛮不错的。希望将来还有机会再经历不一样的旅程。
所谓的休息，是为了要走更长远的路。希望过了这假期，我会变得更有远见，更坚强，更珍惜现在所拥有的一切

Internation Nurses Day

Previously, i don't know that 12th of May is Internation Nurses Day until this year, 2009 where i was involved in the celebration in IMU.
Instead of going to hospital, we're ordered to go back IMU campus to attend the celebration.

Wonder where am i? hahaha....
i am the one in the red circle, hiding at the back seat and enjoy my brunch while waiting for the arrival of VIP ;)


Me, suyee and valerie
(ish! this calvin so "kacau")


Group photo with lecturer, sister and nursing director from different hospital


Very sorry to marshall, i had told you that i will look smart like guy but you don't belief me. The girls's respond after we took this photo had shows that i'm correct,hahah... :P


I hope all the remaining members in NU108 can make it to complete the whole 4 years .... as the size of class getting smaller frm sem to sem

Here's a message to the world :
It's not easy to be a competence nurse. So please give your respect to the nurses when you see them next time ....

Time flies ....

omg ! i didn't realized that i had never update my blog for 1 year !!!
time flies fast .. this is what i feels now..
from year to year , it just like a blink of eye , then another year has come again , and of course, i'm getting older now *T_T*
along the 2008 , many things happened. good, bad, happy, sad ... etc
my life change quite dramatically ... unbelievable change, i myself also never expect that
i hope this is not a wrong choice .... and i believe that the choice is correct !!!

however, i am still happy that i had travel to hk-sz-gz-macau this year, although not too far... this is the 1st time i go by myself ...together with that 2 little monsters ...
i feels like become the guardian ald -_-lll

finally, my new wishes for 2009 are:
pass the degree smoothly
travel to other countries
stay healthy and happy

i wish every1 and myself that dreams will come true soon
:D
Happy "Niu - 牛" Year 2009

Bro's graduation in langkawi

My elder brother finally graduate as cadet pilot, so our whole family went to attend his convo in Langkawi island, as well as for a short vacation.I still purposely take flight to attend his convo as i was having my clinical posting in PD GH during that period, very rush as i was told on last minutes regards the convo, spending more than RM700 in my journey to his convo ...

Conglatulation ,bro~

Family photo ^O^

Like father and son ;)

4 of the sblings

My little bro had set his ambition after this convo, he says that he wants to be a pilot as well in the future. But where gt people want to hire such a fat pilot LOL


After the convo, we go to travel around the island. Honestly,i felt that the condition in langkawi is almost the similar to Port Dickson area -_-lll
nothing much can do there, but at least still gt something nice to see and eat :P

look at little bro, he says that the sun is too bright until he can't open the eye
*swt*

The Loaf's cheese in cup

In the crocodile farm

We went to eat in a Japanese restaurant called 云海山 that located in a very hidden place on a small hill. The foods and environment is very nice. But unfortunately i forget to take the nice pictures when the foods are served due to too hungry already , we all eat alot there until spent up to nearly RM300 for 4 of us,hahaha ...

Convo on 9th Aug 2008

After 3 years in that horrible + excited university life, we're now come to the sweetness of hardwork ----> GRADUATION CEREMONY !!!!

I'm very glad have such a fun time for the 3 years in MMU.
Thanks to my friends, classmates, lecturers, tutors, The MIME gangs, my housemates, n many more peoples ;)
Hope we can still keep in touch in the future !
Finally, we had made it !!!!
YEAH !!!!

Here is the excited moments we have on the day:














Cheers ! MIME !

Life in SPO Jan - May'08

The Four!??!






Life in office is very boring, stress, hard , blablalb...... so we should try to have some fun to release those negative elements ! but don't too over like this when your boss is here, or else you might get a huge box to pack things d a.k.a. zhap bao fok (炒鱿鱼咯！) :P


Boss so kind, treat the whole team eat nice foods ~~ hehehe


say "cheese!"

the First of 2008 ....

Today is 1st Jan 2008 ....

what to be my First in this year of mouse 2008 ?

Well... let me starts with ...
First video conferencing with CK once wake up from bed ...
First lunch with Si Ying [at last, we can have a proper lunch ad...]
First tabao for FY as she fall sick ad [take care of yourself ya...]
First preparation of my 1st paper for tomorrow morning [non-stop revision for 1 hr 30 min... wish myself all the best for this final exam ...]
First sms Red Boom invitation to attend Lay Pin's wedding on 9th Feb '08 [abit shocked! so fast get marry !!! wish her happy marry, will attend her wedding with hooi min's gang :D ...]

Later on, gt another shocked news... Lee Fang also tells me that she is going to get marry on May '08 [at 1st i sms her to go lay pin's wedding together, manatao i get another Red Boom from her .. haha, happy marry to lee fang oso .. will attend her wedding with ah nai :D]
and then First time asked by VL of what's my basic requirements to find a dream BF/HB [after telling her, she reminds me that's just a dream, won't be realistic 100%, cz too hard to match all requirements ... hahahaha...]

So, continue with my First story of 1st Jan 2008....
First nasi kotak in cyberia as dinner [although ald raise up to RM3, it is still the cheapest nasi kotak in cyber...]
First blogging in year of 2008...
.... and so on

Well, at this new year of 2008, i still need to make a wish as usual although not always to come true...

I want to travel around the world and eat all the nice foods ...
I want to stay healthy with my beloved family ...
I want to win 1st price in lottery [although i din buy =))... ]
I want to ......
and so on [too much already .. cannot finish listed]

May all the dreams come true + Friendship Forever ....
yeayea ^_^


By,
Leng Zai (^O^)
1st Jan '08
Cyberia D71B

the LAST of 2007 ....

today is 31 december 2007....

Last day of 2007....
Last day of cheapest nasi kotak in cyber (RM2.80)...[they going increase their price to RM3 tomorrow]
Last performance of 2007 to YM spamming our taichi sifu ... [P/S: sorry for make ur pc hang jor =))]
Last countdown in Cyberjaya in front PC...[maybe will back here again, if i plan to proceed my master here]
Last wushu training on last thursday... [take alot pictures.. thanks to sweety n 01 act as my camera girls...]
Last final exam in my degree in MIME ...[being in such as special course...gonna miss all my frens here...]
Last semester being alone at this house for more than 2 months ...[at 1st feel vy lonely, but later on starts used to it ad... ]

later on... there are still lots of last...
Last Dinner with whole club on 5 jan 08....
Last trip to USM PG on 19 jan 08...
The real last practice after May '08...
Last gathering with MIME geng after presentation on May / Aug '08??

what else that i had miss to count in the Last ??

However... still wishing myself n my friends there:

Happy New year 2008 ~~~~
Forget all those unhappy inccidents, and only remember all those sweet moment in life...
Don't ever forget me !
May our dreams all come true, all stay in healthy life ya ^_^

BYE BYE !!! 2007 !!! I'm gonna miss u for the rest of my life as this is a special day for me ...


By,
Leng Zai / Dai Ka Je from MIE
MMU Cyberjaya '05-'08

For Eating We Gather =))

my last final exam in MMU

well.... time flies
without noticing, i had spend 3 of my Christmas in Cyberjaya, preparing for Final exam....
sad to say that, this is my last Christmas spent in MMU cyber ....
starts to feel happiness, sadness, hard to let go, nervous, excited yet scare, loss of concentration to study ad.......
this is my last exam ad... starts to feels very heavy in my heart -_-llll

1 more week, i m going back to hometown, conduct my intern at 21 Jan 08 .... and after that, i m officially grad?!
shall i say : "Hurray!!!!" or "You've got it!!!" ????
but, i dun have this happy feeling, oppositely, i feel sad...
sad for leaving this jungle although we always say it is the most lousy dessert...
sad for leaving my friendships that built for 3 years ...
sad for leaving all the memorable experiences, friends, things, life etc...

in this 3 years, i had go through lots of things... see many different in life...
now i have different way of looking things .... be more optimists ... but always forgot things that i don't wish to remember.. a bit like "lost memories" .. is it a good sign???

although i keep on complaint on u, but i still will miss u, u bring lots of experiences to me, enhancing my point of view things...
maybe... someday in the future, i will back here again XD

MMU Cyberjaya ... Viva Forever ^_^

finally ~~~~

after nearly 1/2 year.... i finally come n update my blog liao
must update wor ... cz complainted by many frens ald
paiseh lar ... i oso 4get ald
hhahahaa

ok lar , jz to drop by n say Hi~~~

gtg , bye :P

if wan knw about my updates .... better chat with me in YM n MSN ....
i vy lazy to write things liao

=D

my 23th birthday.......

finally , the month of MAY ald end liao lo
vy TQ for all who still remember my big day, especially
1) WUSHU frenz - vy glad to have all kind n friendly bro n sis here, but pls dun call me Big Sister lar , ok? cz sounds odd with my face tat still looks young :)
2) Coursemate - vy happy to be my geng of eating n playing n working n sia-ing, u all vy kind n big square :>
3) Housemates n my roomate - happy to b housemates tat stay in peace n happy environment although sometimes the smell of cat shit not nice -_-llll
4) Band's frens - fatty mean, rose, ah nai .....
5) high school frens, UPM frenz ......

TQ for every greeting , i will alwaus keep in heart always


BUT...........................
time flies. so fast to be said that i m 23 yr old ald .... :|
speechless.... so fast i m old ald. cant accept the truth :(
mum always remind me tat only left 2 more years ..... next yr hav to go try luck ald ...
in dilemma nw , to go o not to go ???

enjoy .......

enjoy everyday.....
but this is not a right time to enjoy wor...
is final exam again ler...
but i still enjoy like this
hahhaa....recently like to use the word "Speechless"
really nice to use .... suitable for many situation n also can explain alot with jz a word :P

somemore this month eat alot diff things. n oso diarrhea many times =))
food poison oso few times in this month, jialat -_-lll

duno la... as long as i eat happyly then can ald ...
cz happy is for live the life up.
my principle = "dont worry, b happy"
:>

happy birthday ~~

yo!
this is my blog 1st year anniversary.....
happy birthday to my blog ya ~~~
hehe~